I am fervently wishing to get over you…
Soon
You are the monkey on my back
Clawing at my chest
Trying to get into my heart
No matter how I thrash about
I can’t get you off
You are the tell-tale track marks along my arms
You fade with time but never really gone
You are the craving, the panic and the fear
And there’s a tiny voice inside
Reminding me that you ain’t going Nowhere
And then there’s the cold sweat
Along my temple, drenching my hair
I know it’s all psychological
But I feel it Everywhere
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Confessions of a Thinkaholic 
August 15, 2011 at 12:41 pm
i relate.
August 15, 2011 at 12:44 pm
Such an unfortunate state of affairs…
August 16, 2011 at 1:45 pm
Nae…I remain torn with who i need to become and who i am since the loss of her. I know that I need to be stronger and let her go, but how….but when… November 19 is the anniversary date of my last word to her…if i can do it before i will…I hate to ever close the door that should have been closed a long time ago…
T.
August 16, 2011 at 6:05 pm
It’s tough but you’ll do it when you can…No one knows but you so just make sure you’re ready for the finality of it.
August 16, 2011 at 4:15 pm
You know what I have been feeling the same way lately. It is really crazy but I can’t shake the feeling. I pray all of the time that God can mend my heart so that I will finally be able to move on.
August 16, 2011 at 6:07 pm
It’s an internal struggle and that’s what makes it so hard. You know what’s best but it’s like you want to still hold on. It’s sucky and I feel your pain!