Consumed by the weight of time,
Nothing consoles me.
The sound of the clock ticking off seconds,
Sounds harsh and accusatory to my ears.
Is this punishment for some past, heinous crime that I committed under the influence of you?
It burns me to know that I settled for you,
And look what you’ve done!
You’ve trapped me here in this space called nowhere.
You intend to do nothing to help me escape,
Strangely, the fault is all mine…
May 27, 2011 at 9:18 am
now, why did you settle, girl 🙂
why oh why
you know how we men are
always playing “the game” (i think :-/)
well, i am somewhere
but it’s all in my head
reality sucks
May 28, 2011 at 12:40 am
I’ve been everywhere, somewhere, and nowhere. I think I’m in between somewhere and nowhere presently. It’s like that sometime…
May 27, 2011 at 10:48 pm
Okay I have to think about how to respond to that but okay for now.
May 31, 2011 at 2:39 pm
Never settle girlie. Most MEN think that once women settle for them, we (women) should accept all their bs….
June 1, 2011 at 9:10 am
This is true. But I think men always are going to test you just to see how far they can push the envelope. Settling is very bad but it happens when you get tired of searching for what you want or being accused of looking for perfection which I am accused of all the time! Better luck to me next time LOL
June 1, 2011 at 1:34 pm
I understand “getting tired of searching” and “being accused of looking for mister perfect”, but it is not worth your time to settle. I’ve done it a couple of times and i wished that I didn’t. I would have saved myself from all the dramas and headaches. Be strong girl and hold on to your faith because they are a few good men left, it took me 7 years to find one. LOL
June 2, 2011 at 7:31 am
Thank you for the encouraging words. They definitely need to be heard although I happen to dread the thought of having to wait years to find MY good man. But I guess patience will have to be my virtue. Fingers crossed!