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Confessions of a Thinkaholic

Thinking…

Unnecessary post for the day :/

This morning I woke up to terrible stomach pains. It was as if I had consumed a large bag of candy whole. It wasn’t a pleasant feeling but I dealt with it. I began to think about the origin of this pain. It could be psychosomatic but I prefer to believe that it’s related to the very obvious mosquito bite that I received yesterday evening while passing through a block party. How the mosquito bite and my stomach pains are related is a story best left untold lol. Anyway, to make myself feel better I’ve decided to use today as a day to do things that I put off until I have “time”. Time is one of those things when you have it you take advantage of it but not in the most advantageous way. When you have a lot of it, you spend it luxuriously doing nothing much at all and when there is not much time you rush through all the things you should have been doing when you had too much time. Sooo on my to-do list for the day is the following:

  1. Shower
  2. Watch “Where The Wild Things Are” for the first time
  3. Eat/Drink a smoothie

That’s it. My list in its entirety. I admit it’s not much in the way of a list. (I already made my disclaimer about my limited skills when it comes to lists so don’t judge me.) But it’s mine and that counts for something. The most important thing is that I will be watching a movie that I’ve always wanted to see but never did for reasons I cannot explain except I didn’t have time. I have the book here in my possession.


I remember buying it from Barnes and Noble one day when I had too much time on my hands. I also had a burning question in my mind, “Where are the wild things?” I read it in like 120 seconds and I remember feeling cheated. I never read this book as a child. I’m pretty sure my mother never read it to me either. I felt cheated because reading it for the first time as an adult takes away all the wonderment and imagination of it all. In addition to that, all the annoying people who had read the book as a child asked me questions like, “Don’t you remember when…?” No, actually I don’t/can’t remember… and providing me with a bunch of details that I don’t know how they remembered is not making me remember anything. For some reason though, I feel like I am going to thoroughly enjoy the movie but we’ll see…

Withdrawal

I am fervently wishing to get over you…
Soon
You are the monkey on my back
Clawing at my chest
Trying to get into my heart
No matter how I thrash about
I can’t get you off
You are the tell-tale track marks along my arms
You fade with time but never really gone
You are the craving, the panic and the fear
And there’s a tiny voice inside
Reminding me that you ain’t going Nowhere
And then there’s the cold sweat
Along my temple, drenching my hair
I know it’s all psychological
But I feel it Everywhere

Turned OFF

Summer…thus far it has been interesting to say the least. I’m still dating but I can take it or leave it.

Who knew finding a partner much less a husband would be so much work? Well, I knew but I forgot how tiring and annoying it can be. What really bothers me is the sheer amount of men who don’t know how to spell and have very poor grammar. WTF is going on in the world? I know it can’t just be me…it can’t. I’m not looking for a scholar or a genius. I’m just looking for a man who knows when to use “then” and when to use “than”. A man who knows the difference between “your” and “you’re”. When I say it has been difficult and damn near impossible to find a man who does – I am NOT exaggerating. I am so dismayed. Bad grammar is one of those things that you just have to accept about someone or move on. It’s not like bad fashion sense which can be fixed…Bad grammar/spelling is really hard to change. If you’re almost 30 and still don’t know how to spell, there’s no help for you – I’m sorry! And I know that people are living life and don’t care about grammar or spelling because they know enough to get by BUT it drives me insane…

Social networking and technology have also shed a lot of light on those with less than stellar grammar. A man with poor grammar now has a variety of ways to show off how much he does not know via twitter, facebook, Tagged, LinkedIn etc. Bad grammar is also evident when texting, which is the best form of communicating (it seems) for new age dating. I may not have had so much exposure in the past because there weren’t really many opportunities for a man to express himself to me in writing except the occasional passionate love letter, birthday or anniversary card. But I live in a time where I will inevitably bear witness to how well a man expresses himself in the written form and I am disheartened. I am simply disheartened that there are so few men who know how to string a well-constructed sentence together. Sigh…what’s a girl to do?


Sunday blog full of cheer and merriment…

I went on a date (trying to get my groove back or maybe I just misplaced it! LOL) and it was so funny how my date pointed out my text messaging style. He said I write text messages like we’re on BBM and I could not stop laughing because it’s true. This has been brought to my attention before but he seems to think my texting style is a direct result of me owning a Blackberry.
He continued to tease and asked why don’t I convey all the information in one text because I send lots of one liners. I thought that was an interesting observation.

I don’t even use BBM that often and I actually no longer have it on my phone. I told him it’s more about me trying to convey all the information to him because when I think it, I want him to know it. I don’t have time to wait and type it into one text. I’m super impatient! Next thing you know I’ve sent him an epic text. No one wants to read all of that! Personally, I LOVE to read but when someone sends me an epic text it drives me insane! Unless, of course it’s a sweet, doting text. That I can deal with! Anyway I’m off to send a bunch a one liners 😀

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