Here I am, laying in bed working myself into misery, helped along by the late, great Otis Redding. I love Otis, but for all of his sorrowful soul I could have picked different music to listen to. I can feel myself spiraling out of control with my rash decisions but now I’m coming down off my high and I’m starting to feel ever so sorry for myself. Anyway with that said I’m not normally in the business of feeling sorry for myself but I indulge in it every once in a blue. If it’s not family, then it’s work and if not work, then it’s love. And this time it’s love or lack thereof. Frankly I would like to give love a swift kick to the groin area for making life so tedious Lol. Ahhhh, alas I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. I’m gonna go bury my head in my book I mean nook and get myself together.
Signing off,
Woeful me…
Confessions of a Thinkaholic 
January 18, 2011 at 1:35 pm
😦
hmm
at least you can depend on a book
do you have a favorite novel/writer?
January 27, 2011 at 3:07 am
Well I am so sorry that you were feeling this way. I think the best thing you could ever do get the book of all books and that is the Bible. It should be your key to life and you answer giude. Also when I am feeling down I am not saying that I do not listen to worldly music but I think that next time you should try gospel. Try gospel, get on your knees and just like you are writing your blog pour; pour your heart out to God. Tell Him what is wrong. He is the one that collects your tears. He is the author of that good right medicine. The ultimate healer. Also I consider myself a friend to a lot of people not what they consider me is on them. But please do not be afraid to call me. I am here for you whenever you need me love. I am not Jesus but He does put people in your life for a reason. Next time if you are listening to a worldly song listen to India Arie’s “I Choose” or Kindred Family of Soul’s “You Are” I believe is the name of it. They are the best. The next time you get like this and gospel strikes your heart I want you to listen to “I told the sorm”, Clark Sisters “Blessed and Highly Favored” Or Endow me by the Clark Sisters. I love you and am sending many Blessings your way.